cultural repair - a poem
I want to write a poem that might be medicine for our time.
A place to cradle life
Curl into words deep truth
That pull us to our stars and into futures uncompromised and wild
And help us wrap arms and hearts round long held hurts
so we can tend our sadness, integrate our wounds and thrive
And hear and learn from those who’ve gone before us
Weathered storms that came before these days
Open to the songs and rhythms of our future and children who are get to come
Longing us forward towards fertile living
Not separating the now from past or future
But settled wisely and with wholeness in the conduit of time
Where every choice and steady movement nourishes land and heart and soul connection.
And we live from now in ways gorgeous with collaboration and creation
That arc through ages
Renewal and regeneration
Culture
a medium that sustains us
warm embryonic fluids
Environments kind to life and living
Ways of being that support us connect ourselves to ourselves, to one another, to nature and to Spirit however you perceive the unseen to be.
Territory of belonging that carries infant through to elder hood in safety
With recognition of thresholds and witnessing
Where each ones promise has room to breath and is invited
As the gifts they are
and we discover them to enrich ourselves
But also to serve life
feed the holy
Help the lovely dance unfold
Entwined with land fecund with birthing and with decaying
Never separate
So each ones orientation is proper activation
Heads turned towards regeneration and working with creation
We need our culture to be juicy and nutritious
Vital fluid
Whole
Delicious
Wise
Based around sustaining balance
Helping life to keep on living
For there to be elders there must be a culture that can draw them forwards
For the young ones to galvanise and flourish
A place that can truly hold them
Allow their gifts to anchor and refine
We cannot do this alone
An embryo
Doesn’t grow an arm
A space opens
And the limb moves in.
The protoplasm it is bathed in
It is true culture
Diffuse intelligence
Guided by some greater force
That knows perfect organisation and symmetry
To create the vessel for life to be
And then we come
And grow some more
Into spaces we inhabit
Each tiny movement that we make
touches countless threads
Creates momentum
Shimmering into neural networks that blow minds with mystery
We have potency and agency
Even the seeming humble baking of a loaf
Tending of a hearth
Expressing a deep truth
Crying long held grief
Holding and being held
Awakening ancestral thread
Reframing an old story
Makes magic
We can be responsible
Responding
Able
Committed
And Say deeply yes. To tend this life.
It is a bold but necessary move
So energy for life can fly electric through the circuit
Touching and being touched by all that’s helpful
If we waver and wander uncertain in our direction
Our systems can be used by other visions
That do not have our best at heart
If we’re not home, who is?
What vessel do you want to be?
Commit to life or death… its pretty binary
The choices we have made are bleak
Colonisations prayer of greed and deep confusion
hungry ghosts consuming
And so we live from narratives that have shaped our world
Distort us as we lie on sediments of sadness, layers upon layers of separation
Believing in false gods of acquisition as we die from loneliness
Believing the false story we cannot escape this
or take the titans on
But they are stories that we live from nothing more.
We can change them
Let’s choose which story we will nourish
Feel for our star and even if we are not sure of it, ask for it
Plug ourselves in
Fire our filaments
Unique alignment
Tendons
Relationships to all of it.
Post script
There’s challenge in the yes it is part of the design
We claim our life in fullness and set towards our North
Then fall repeatedly, face in mud into our smallness and restriction
in everything that limits our creation
and shows to us our traumas
Ground zero part of the soul crafting
Each messy fall, each gouging crash
Can refine our purpose and alignment
(and is meant to)
If we take the painful limits as a balm to teach us
Garner strength and fuel from failure
Don t lose sight of tending Life
The San call this the rope to God
Each cycle down and effort up teaches what we need to know
And in weathered by the journey skin
We can transmit the route we ve walked by simply breathing
Holding out our hand or speaking
emanate what’s needed for the times we’re in
Radiate a new set point that’s finely crafted
Out of chaos become coherence
A place of regulation
That new ones coming in can open into
Stretching wide
Safe and welcomed for what they bring.